Well they may be perplexing because they are my thoughts and actions though the
Well they may be perplexing because they are my thoughts and actions though the emotions and experiences of facing the probabilities first hand ,i think you can understand , simply leaving something at that when you you doubts about the person you have developed feelings for may even be real you find an outlet. For me it was trying to make something of what i could find and sharing it here.
Most of my time here was spent in a very doubtful almost upset state of feeling duped and looking for information and sharing that with people here. Why am i here, because it was an outlet to share my experiences with people who at least had a vague way of relating to what i was feeling.
As far as the PI . it is not about catching someone doing something bad or even being sneaky at all it is verifying facts. So im going to have someone outside of Cnlove verify for me the person existed and knew who i was , not lot they could do about it and frankly i thought i could update the community on what i found out later.
I do not think however it is necessary at this point for me and was a bit overboard and an emotional reaction more of desperation to know the truth. If a lady is not willing to help you ease your fears it is probably a good time to get out.
As it stands im looking at May though it highly depending on how busy we are around then if i can take time off. I will definitely post after and perhaps a bit before my trip.
Posted by @sothdarkrift on 2009-02-18 11:25:21 UTC
Well they may be perplexing because they are my thoughts and actions though the emotions and experiences of facing the probabilities first hand ,i think you can understand , simply leaving something at that when you you doubts about the person you have developed feelings for may even be real you find an outlet. For me it was trying to make something of what i could find and sharing it here.
Most of my time here was spent in a very doubtful almost upset state of feeling duped and looking for information and sharing that with people here. Why am i here, because it was an outlet to share my experiences with people who at least had a vague way of relating to what i was feeling.
As far as the PI . it is not about catching someone doing something bad or even being sneaky at all it is verifying facts. So im going to have someone outside of Cnlove verify for me the person existed and knew who i was , not lot they could do about it and frankly i thought i could update the community on what i found out later.
I do not think however it is necessary at this point for me and was a bit overboard and an emotional reaction more of desperation to know the truth. If a lady is not willing to help you ease your fears it is probably a good time to get out.
As it stands im looking at May though it highly depending on how busy we are around then if i can take time off. I will definitely post after and perhaps a bit before my trip.